pens and needles -hawthorn heights June 28, 2007
Posted by elbailarin in Casa, Que?!.trackback
i just dont know when i will be trusted.
i have been waiting for this time and they have given me permission, now they want me to stop? what?
and they have been telling me na, “baka mamaya mga kasama modiyan kung ano ano ng ginagawa sayo.”
and i come to their defense naman saying that they dont do any harm i guess i know what they do. then they start telling me that i sound too defensive about it. and i tell them that dont be judgemental about things i do.
that is what they always say. they dont even know what being judgemental is. they tell that they’re not. but, from their tone they think they could fish something out of me – something that is not right.
i dont know. why they keep on doing that to me. sometimes, i just want to do things i really like to do and then they tell me to give way to more practical things. i am also thinking of practicality naman. pero, for the meantime before i divulge my self into being a serious working person, i might as well enjoy the remaining days of my school life. after that, i know what responsibilities i attend to.
just like what my professor in ES13 said (naks naman si sir mike yan!), kelangan alam nating ang plano nating 20 moves ahead. he was referring to playing a game of chess. hindi naman daw pwede na alam mo lang yung first move then tutunganga ka for the rest. dapat planned. and my life, is planned. i know what i am going to do.
as far as i can remember, i am sticking to it. and nobody can make me change it.
so, better stop bugging me about it.
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