pens and needles -hawthorn heights June 28, 2007
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i just dont know when i will be trusted.
i have been waiting for this time and they have given me permission, now they want me to stop? what?
and they have been telling me na, “baka mamaya mga kasama modiyan kung ano ano ng ginagawa sayo.”
and i come to their defense naman saying that they dont do any harm i guess i know what they do. then they start telling me that i sound too defensive about it. and i tell them that dont be judgemental about things i do.
that is what they always say. they dont even know what being judgemental is. they tell that they’re not. but, from their tone they think they could fish something out of me – something that is not right.
i dont know. why they keep on doing that to me. sometimes, i just want to do things i really like to do and then they tell me to give way to more practical things. i am also thinking of practicality naman. pero, for the meantime before i divulge my self into being a serious working person, i might as well enjoy the remaining days of my school life. after that, i know what responsibilities i attend to.
just like what my professor in ES13 said (naks naman si sir mike yan!), kelangan alam nating ang plano nating 20 moves ahead. he was referring to playing a game of chess. hindi naman daw pwede na alam mo lang yung first move then tutunganga ka for the rest. dapat planned. and my life, is planned. i know what i am going to do.
as far as i can remember, i am sticking to it. and nobody can make me change it.
so, better stop bugging me about it.
lightning crashes -live June 16, 2007
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hey. nakulong ako sa bahay the whole day. i was not given the chance to go out eh. yan hindi tuloy ako nakaattend sa drum room and mats cleaning activity ng pep squad. i said sorry to carlo early this morning na i will not be able to make it. oh. bawi next time. ill make sure na lahat ng beats na naturo na sa akin kakayanin kong paluin.
oh. iyon. since i am trapped inside the house, i had nothing to do. i woke up and then suddenly i remembered i should be covering my books with plastic cover. haha. sorry, im a bit OC with books kahit na sinusulatan ko siya. pero, maingat ako sa labas. so, i felt i was back in highschool. where pagandahan kayo ng cover ng books. as i was covering my books, i was watching game ka na ba. while i was doing that, i was eating lunch.
oh, by the way i woke up 7am, and then i figured out there was no way i will be able to leave the house so i slept again. i woke up 830am and that is when i texted carlo i cant come. i slept again and woke up 945am. i headed towards national bookstore and bought plastic cover, a bright highlighter and a ballpen. [lagi na lang akong nawawalan ng ballpen!]
i was doing my first activity for the day, covering my books, at around 10 or 11am. i guess it was 11am since i was watching game k n b? back then. so, i just realized how great of a multi tasker i am. i was covering my books and watching tv and eating lunch all at the same time.
after being happy with how my books look like, i checked whether people are online so i logged in my Y! messenger. and fortunately, ie freshmen handled by my org are online. yeah, we did chat. what else? wala akong magawa talaga. haha. you know the time when ang tagal mong nasa tapat ng pc then sumasakit na yung leeg mo, your eyes hurt and water. naexperience ko yun kanina. eh that time airing na ng v-league sa tv so, sinabi ko sa freshies na alis na muna ko to read my psych book.
oh. hindi naman ako nagsinungaling entirely. i was reading and watching tv at the same time. haha. another proof of being a good multi-tasker. biruin mo natapos ko yung first two chapters and naintindihan ko lahat. come on! oh well. exhibition game yung kanina. it was FEU vs Letran Men’s. magaling parin FEU pero i bet that Letran should have won if not for their 4 straight service errors. nakakafrustrate yun. lamang na sila eh! oh well. excited na ko magka-men’s division ang v-league. if ever ganun nga.
after the game, i went directly to my room and then i continued on reading. tapos na yung chapters 1 and 2 so i decided to read the next lesson, personality. it really is interesting. i learned loads at yung ibang akala kong ganun, hindi pala. basta, i agree na psychology is not merely common sense. haha. pero, sad kasi nakatulog ako. haha. not out of boredom, siguro kulang lang talaga yung tulog ko the previous night. actually, 230am na ko nakatulog. haha.
so, iyon. pagkagising ko, eto na. online uli. dumating si ate. nagluto siya ng dinner at tinatawag na niya ko para kumain. nakikilala ko na yung ibang freshies through chat pero nakikita ko naman sila in school. haha. masaya silang bunch ng freshies. pero di pa sila magkakakilala masyado. 
sana makapunta ako sa pool party nila this wednesday i can go if not for pep squad training. but i have a better plan…
ironic -alanis morisette May 31, 2007
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i spent the day at ust. you might be wondering what the hell am i doing there. yeah, since i dont have any business there. well, in fact i do.
i helped my cousin who is an assistant professor sort her papers. haha. as if wala pa akong experience sa sorting – remember fopc. so, that was what we did in the morning. lunch came and she told me to buy something from the ust carpark which is ala food court. haha. it was not food court-ish. oh well basta the food stalls were on the side of the carpark. i bought daing na bangus, as requested, and roast chicken. wala na akong mapilign ibang pagkain eh! haha. so iyon.
after lunch, mejo mabilis na yung gawa, my cousin went somewhere and left me alone inside the ie department. so, medyo may consolation kasi she let me use the internet. haha. i was harassing the internet connection. i first tried to enter crs online. i was thinking, pwede kaya to? eh, it worked naman. so, i was happy kasi i get the chance to look up subjects i can prerog in. so, iyon yung end hanggang matapos na yung day.
i went home at 4, ata. tapos iyon, i texted cj kasi i told her i was at uste and then maybe we could cerealicious ourselves. haha. ang panget. nagplan kami magcerealicious. para maiba naman. lagi na lang kasing sm north. tapos, her dad, pala, invited them to dine out. so, i was left alone. i bought nerd of the rings. sarap! as usual.
so, before riding the sss fx, i passed by national book store. i looked up te price of the books i needed. unfortunately, yung sa es13 na book lang ang nakita ko. aww. and, to think na first day of classes is near na. after that, i went home na talaga.
haha. it was funny kasi i was successful in staying home for 3 full days. grabe. ang paa kong may nunal, hindi umubra. kahit na kating kati na ako umalis, i still managed to stay. masaya din pala. you get to wake up at 9. do nothing. go to the computer. haha. actually, i do house chores naman. kahit papaano. i wash the dishes. puna ng alikabok. i hate sweeping kasi the broom is too short. i need to bend my back pa, so iyon masakit sa likod. in irony, halos lahat ng tao mas preferred ang sweeping to washing dishes. eh, i love the water. what can i do.
all i can say is that this day, is not the day you would expect from me.
